Most of the times, I don’t know who I am
Doubting myself again.
I was 15 when the world put me through hell,
My life is terrible and I felt as if I was dead.
Can’t find a light in the dark
I’m tryna get out of the pain, but I can’t.
My favorite game was chess,
But who would ever guess?
People playin’ with the pieces in my chest,
I wanna scream,
But I’m trapped in the sea,
with a bag over my head, not knowing how to swim.
After falling out with my friends, there’s tears, regrets, and longing.
I love being alone now,
cuz I’m stronger on my own now.
Like the stars up in the sky,
I wanna go far and shine so bright.
Bangtan boys- seven idols, seven lights,
Each one a guide who cared.
Guided me through the darkest period of my life,
The power of their words,
Making me happy and strong
They say pain makes you stronger,
But in my case…
It turned me into a heartless monster.