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Yearning. Learning. Screaming. Dreaming. Drowning. Looking for. Dying. Lying fools. Blood dries eventually. Wounds heal slowly. Trauma is different. Scary. Fear. Full. Intense. Sinking. Blinking. Paralysed. Trauma doesn’t stop. It never ends. It’s endless. Relentless. Sharp. Like a knife. Waiting for it. An end. Goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye. Forever gone. Goodbye my family. See you my friends. I will be. I’ll be gone. Soon. Soon enough. They will see. The power. They had among me. Control. Leaning. Looming. Piercing. My walls fallen. My esteem gone. I am crumbling. Against the wall. I might get. Maybe better. I don’t know. Goodbye forever.